That 'I don't want to check my account' feeling

You know the one, when you know you've really overspent and feeling incredibly guilty because you have bills and rent due. You log on to your internet banking, peeking behind your fingers at your account balance because you just KNOW it's going to be bad news.....to then discover that actually it's not that horrific. You aren't overdrawn! BONUS! And that actually, you can indeed pay the babysitter and get some shopping in. My life is soooo rock and roll!